Hai I'm back . okay lets bear with it . every time I write a post i would greet you like i never wrote for a year .
that was the truth somehow
I would love to share momentous moments in my life in this lovely blog . Am I sound so lame .?
but that's it .
Lets start with how my First Year in Medical school final examination ended. (16/4/2014)
Actually that is the main point of this post.
My exam was three consecutive days with three different types of paper. First day MEQ(scariest paper ever) ,
followed by OSPE and EMQ .
i can't describe much about OSPE, or OSCE i dont know which one to call .
well that OSPE/OSCE really makes me down even MEQ already spoiled my thought and mood because
i can't even answer the easiest BMI question. I still confused by the range of the BMI because it just not fixed.
Eventually i just answer it according to my own range . and I dont know what the examiner thought when he's marking my paper.
but I was not feeling good .
I also have it wrong on many few easy questions because of confusion in the examination hall and much more .
and I realize that I was the one who I had to put this blame on.
back to my OSPE, same thing ..
I just can't answer a few types of questions and the worst were my interactive skill and communication skill station.
Hell i just can't looked it backward . I feel lame ! LAMEST EVAAA .
You don't know how to handle a thermometer? Are you seriousss??? Ahhhhhh .
malu campur hina campur rendah campur teruknyaa aku..
Akuuu .. medic student .. oucchhhhh . that's hurt man when patients laugh over you. !
When I think it back , relax little baby , you are just Year One student.
You've not been exposed to handle a patient yet . :D
even we have being taught on how to handle the thermometer. :P
Okay let's end this bedtime sad story with the result . it actually a day after the 3 days examination ended.
I got to say this with smile from ear to ear :)
ALL HARDSHIP WERE WELL PAID . (18/4/2014)
ohhh thank youuu so much
i never taught of this . never think that this is possible .
em actually i dream higher . but when i think it back. how i can be top 10 . there are so many genius people to fight with.
And I'm not aiming to fight with people . this is true .
i just want to get the best out of mine .
my self . not others .
but i just proud of myself . I made it . I made it . I just one of the top 20.(out of 160)
or can i make it less . TOP 15 . lesser . TOP 12 .
and I am at the twelveth position . I just proud with it :D i think it is miracle .
|Self reminder : It's just a number :)|
A miracle given by Allah . Alhamdulillah :)
I dont know i still can manage to be top 12 on the next year or not,
but just let it be. IF I were good enough I would .
If vice versa , Allah knows the best :D
I just think that , if i could answer better than what I've answered, would I be the top 10 ?
say no IF .
coz if you answer bad than what u've did, u might not even be the top 12.
all have been decided . accept it with open heart . Alhamdulillah
Apa apa pun , aku bersyukur sangat . yang paling penting semua housemates aku lepas .
and tu adalah salah satu doa aku sebab aku taknak tengok anyone of them crying on that day.
actually aku pon takut fail jugak well nothing impossible . remember ?
Through out the year,setiap EOM, aku score seventy ke atas. kecuali HIGO.
and It was not easy to get it you know. all hardwork would give you that.
Remember Anis , HardWork+Rezeki = All is well <3
Usaha daripada diri sendiri
Rezeki daripada Allah :D